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A Confession. (Dear God)

Tue Jan 22, 2008, 1:50 AM
Dear God,

There's something w/ this pen and paper. Something different. No,I'm not guilty. I don't know if it is defeat or discouragement I am feeling. No,this is not defeat should feel. No,not now.

Did I do something wrong? Did I sin? Have I made a mistake? God,haven't you heard my prayers? Didn't you hear I prayed so much?

I'm sorry. I just can't help blaming myself. I'm just no good. God,If I'm not going to blame myself,who shall i blame? Tell me God. . .tell me. . .

Yes,Indeed.I can see they're better than me. They're. . .they're. . .They are gifted. Maybe lucky I guess. But I'm hurt. It's so hard.I'd really to explode into years. God,why? It's simply why?

God hath said," I work for the good of those who love me ".

Do you love him? Ofcourse. . . you do. . .but do you believe on what He hath said? If you love,then believe it.It is not something done wrong. thre's no wrong about it. If you really love her,then believe it was chosen for your good. FOR SOMETHING GOOD.

It was driven for a purpose. Yes it was.

Don't fret. Try seeing good things from those bad. Try seeing what had happened as a blessing.

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  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Got to Believe in Magic
  • Eating: Apples
  • Drinking: Lemonade

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i'm a very simple person.. thus others says that i am lazy. but others says that im handsome, hehehhh! alluring and funny, and yes i do believe them, hahah i am also very vocal regarding my views and opinion and not ashamed to take stand on my values.i tend to be quiet and shy around strangers but once i get to know you, i'll probably b talkn' outta my ass.. i like learning things the hard way, but its only because its the best way 2 learn!.i have a strong sense of fairness(absolutely!)- appreciate elegance and are often artistically gifted(yep, still me) we are known for our thoughtfulness(attractive and intelligent! hahahah!) we believe that life should be fair, yes i know we are fools;) lastly i go with the sayin' that if you are having a bad day and seems people are tryin' to piss you 0ff, remember it takes 42 muscles to fr0wn and only 2 muscles to lift your finger and sush them 0ff.

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  • Current Residence: Makati City
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Gothic
  • Interests: Photography,Photo Editing,Movie Editing/Making, Digital Animating, Videogames
  • Favourite movie: Battle Royale Part 1&2, Shinobi, Suicide Circle, My Sassy Girl, Windstruck
  • Favourite band or musician: Slipknot, Korn, Emy Lee, The Late Isabel, Mistula, Etc.
  • Favourite genre of music: Alternative Rock, PopRock, Acoustic, Goth
  • Favourite artist: N/A
  • Favourite poet or writer: Not enough space ^__^
  • Favourite photographer: Me, Ofcourse! (proud to be one!) Benjamin Palles(my friend) & Jonathan Italia(again. .my friend)
  • Favourite style of art: Graphic Designing, Texturing, 3D Making
  • Operating System: Microsoft Vista Ultimate
  • MP3 player of choice: Sonny PSP
  • Shell of choice: Clam, 'coz it's big!
  • Wallpaper of choice: Gothic
  • Skin of choice: Dunno?
  • Favourite game: Resident Evil(all versions, Silent Hill, Dino Crisis, Devil May Cry(all versions), Hellgate London
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC
  • Favourite cartoon character: Dante of Devil May Cry, Sponge Bob&Patrick. . ?
  • Personal Quote: Everything happens for a reason.
  • Tools of the Trade: Adobe Photoshop, Imageready, Pencil, Oil Pastel, Finger, Charcoal

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~EmmyLou-x 1 day 13 hours ago
nice gallery :)

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~PacificPyro Sep 16, 2009, 10:57:27 PM
psssst~ may DA ba si Enma Ai mo?

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~koksee Aug 11, 2009, 7:58:05 AM
lol. i've figured it out though :camera:

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~koksee Jul 29, 2009, 8:21:16 PM
how can i make a wishlist? :)

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~RanyaElenillor Jun 23, 2009, 11:00:29 AM
Hi :) How are you? I hope that fine :)

Uhm... by the way... can you hellp me? I wanna have got how much is able of photos with theme: "Person&country" (you&your place). I mean... photo typical for person's (your) place, city, part of the country,... can you make any photo like it, with you and in the background typical landscape? O.o Please... :) Do you know what I meant? If you can make a photo where will be you and something typical for your place.

Why? First, I have never been in another country than my country, Czech republic (truth, I have never seen the sea). Second, I know more people who have been never in lots of countries, and I wanna make some like collection of places&;persons :)
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*harmony06 May 27, 2009, 12:16:13 PM
Kuya! Cool ung Ai Enma mo ah ^_^ :+fav: ku un.. Then :+devwatch: kita! :D

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~PlatinumLynx May 18, 2009, 8:19:02 AM
Whoaaa!! doe Ai enma have a DA too? I want to add her!!! XD

BANZAI!

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